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Sitting down here at my computer
Talking to 'friends' over the blue,
You probably think I'm a loser
But I, I couldn't believe that's true
Walking around in the playground -
A bustling oasis of games in the cold.
But to me nobody ever utters a sound,
It's not surprising, they're seven years old.
What do I do of a friday night?
Do I walk around in search of a mate?
Or fool around and get in a fight?
OK, I'll tell you, but please don't hate
I don't go out or have friends round -
That'd be kind of hard, 'coz they are
Only inside my computer tightly bound
But don't worry, I've a friend who's not afar.
A lingering memory of a year long past,
When to her breasts, I did gently tend
In the hope, she'd let me grab on her ass
But all she gave me - my STFriend.
At night, I'm never alone
Nor could I be, I won't pretend
I snuggle up at home
with my sexually transmitted friend.
I've told you this, come on in, undress
And please let me share with you
My companion and this beautiful mess
And whatever y
Sunlight beams i nto my bedroom.
How many days now has our l ust
been segregated like day and night, i w o nder?
If I could count, I would doubt it's v erity,
for to me it se e ms much longer.
I guess what I'm tr y ing to say to you
while blinded by streaks of yell o w is
i love yo u .
may as well buy another packcollapse, and breathe into the carpet:
sunday mornings are not
for falling apart, but damn
the amphorics, this
is not an atmosphere.
you fell in love like you always
wish you didn't, made all their
smiles replaceable, interchangeable,
fell asleep with shadows and kept
drinking, just letting yourself sleep
with blue pills
and tried not to scream.
(keep this image in your head:
fire and nectarines, a sudden jerk
of realization, inspiration
breaking your neck and leaving you forever
breaking bones is not so different
from breaking hearts - it's all about
the leverage, the angle, the mode
(and at least it wasn't personal;
it can color in your own guilt
for starting lines and never ending
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